~心在"滴"
血~深夜里的我,失眠了...听着我爱的抒情歌...
试着让自已开心>>>不可否认,这几天发生了些事!
就连他都发现我有事, 虽然他也知道,可是我心想小事一桩,自已可以的!也就装没事似的...
想了想,再三的想>>>我太懦弱了,实在太懦弱了...Y_Y...i cant even voice up when ppl scolding me or said anything that really hurt my feeling n yet its untrue...Y?Y?Y? since when i become like this???Y???恨酱的自已!!!想了想, 是因为爸爸不在了吗?没有了"靠山"...让一直以来自觉坚強的我变得如此吗??是吗???是酱吗???啊...好想念爸爸喔!
一直以来都自觉自已人缘并不是很好,可是我已很努力了!真的!不过还是觉得被人拒在门外!惨!!!Y_Y有人可以告诉我解决方法吗???
......Y_Y''.........Y_Y......:(......:(
唉!此刻的我,好想抛弃一切! 狠狠地去放松心情...什么都不想,不要!!
"人生"也太累人了吧!...唉!所谓的"人生"还长着呢!哈!
不管了!我会从"心"/"新"出发的!!!让那些"Bi*CHes"去她们的!!!!!!!!!!